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[Posted by amanduur on January 1st, 2016, 9:02 pm]

just started off my year by being horribly rejected by a guy who likes me but has apparently decided against being with me, right after I decided to open up for once. So -there's- one thing I'll never do again... lol

I know the updates are super sporadic and I can't promise to work on this comic regularly, so if you want to unfollow, be my guest. I honestly don't fucking care anymore.

Anyway, happy 2016. Hope everyone's having a better start to the year than I am. Here's a poll to cheer up this emo author's comment lol


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[Posted by amanduur on January 1st, 2016, 10:25 pm]

@CCF: IF I COULD I WOULD KISS YOU lol I hope you have the best year!
@SarahIkumi: YEAH dude, fuck 'em. Don't need no man to be happy! lol
@Merrsharr: DUDE that sounds fucking horrible! What a shit thing to do. Mine is so upset with me that he might be getting back with his ex who he just broke up with (bc of me indirectly) so there's that to tell me how much he doesn't reciprocate my feelings.
@ToastyBuns: They really are! Idk why I thought it would actually work out for once. I miss being alone and not caring.
@ToastyBuns: YEAH being single is pretty great. It only sucks when you were expecting a different outcome.
@Eryth: I WILL lol I lose my appetite when I'm sad so I haven't really eaten much these past few days, but I'll try!
@oyechi: DUDEEE thanks for the sweet words! And yeah, seriously. Idk why people gotta make things so complicated. And like don't show interest if you're not willing to go through with it. I fucking hate this situation, and he's the one who dragged me into it. Anyway, thank you! I hope things will get smoother for you too and that you have an amazing year!
@Bonsai (Guest): AAAWW MAN this is the sweetest message, I actually teared up a little after reading it lol. Thank you so much for all the compliments, they were seriously just what I needed to cheer me up and I've been re-reading it the past couple of days whenever I felt sad. You're an awesome person too, keep being awesome and I hope your new year will be full of only good moments. Have a great day!
@yukirios: Thank you! I'm also glad that my art graduated from the spaghetti-anatomy from the earlier chapters lol. Happy 2016 to you, too!
@mynxyly: Duuude, this is so important to me, thanks so much for leaving this message!! I started this comic on a whim and I didn't really think anyone would get invested in it, so the fact that I've been able to inspire you makes me so happy I did decide to post it. I hope you can post something some day and inspire someone else, in turn. I'm also feeling better now, thanks so much for the sweet words ; 3 ;

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[Posted by CCF on January 1st, 2016, 9:08 pm]

@amanduur: Omg, I'm so sorry to hear about how your year has started... *all da hugs!!* <3

Just gotta keep your head up! You're too awesome to feel down about anything! <333


[Posted by SarahIkumi on January 1st, 2016, 11:10 pm]

I literally had the same new years experience. We can both be sad together and drown our feelings away with a bar of almond joys


[Posted by Merrsharr on January 2nd, 2016, 3:09 am]

He opens the door and finds him banging (or at least kissing) someone else


[Posted by Merrsharr on January 2nd, 2016, 3:12 am]

@amanduur: At least he didn't make out with someone else right before your eyes and had a generally great time after rejecting you... (that's what 2006/07 was like for me... and because I was at his place, far from home, with prebooked tickets and no friends of my own around, I couldn't even get away)


[Posted by ToastyBuns on January 2nd, 2016, 5:14 am]

Sorry your year started out so shitty.
Relationships are stressful anyway.
That's why I've been single for like 10 years.


[Posted by ToastyBuns on January 2nd, 2016, 11:56 am]

@amanduur: I'm sure you'll find a lasting relationship eventually.
And if not, being single isn't as bad as some people make it seem. :> I'm perfectly fine without having one extra thing to be stressed out about ahaha.


[Posted by Eryth on January 2nd, 2016, 12:25 pm]

Sorry to hear about that :( Don't let it ruin the start of the year for you! Drown your sorrows in ice cream and puppy hugs! (Does that sound weird? Sorry for my english lol)


[Posted by oyechi on January 2nd, 2016, 5:49 pm]

Sadly, I know it all too well ): it sucks a lot, more so when ur aware that they like u back but 4 whatever reason they won't be with u, but it's just one of those things we need to get over with. Believe me when I say it ain't easy getting over someone, but allow urself to cry. Rant it out. Listen to depressing music. Do whatever it takes to get over with it. I can't say that it's gone smoothly for me, but I guess it's one of those things that needs time.

I'm sorry that was how 2016 started for u. u.u I hope that it only gets better from here & out! I wish u lots of luck with ur next decision... c:


[Posted by Bonsai (Guest) on January 3rd, 2016, 12:41 am]

I love this webcomic so much and I was really sad because you hadn't updated in a while and I thought that you were giving up on the story. So it turns out to be a pretty awesome start to the year when one of your favorite webcomics updates. Whoo! I love this webcomic so much that I probably reread it once a week because I'm that obsessed with it. I never commented on here before, but I just thought that you could use some kind words and cheering up. I don't know if you'll ever see this and I'm sorry if you think that this is super cheesy, but you seem kinda down and sad about life and I just want you to know that I think that you're an amazing and awesome person. This is really beautiful work and I don't care when you update it (although I hope you will so I can keep seeing more of these lovely boys), because you'll always have a fan in me. If only I could have one tiny piece of your drawing talent. I'm not exactly a pro at giving relationship advice and I know saying that "Oh, he's an a**hole, you're better off without him" doesn't really help that much sometimes because it doesn't really change how you feel. Just know that a bunch of people out there really do appreciate you and see you for your lovely and amazing self. For now, have the time of your life being single, and maybe you'll meet another much awesomer guy who's gonna be perfect for you. <3<3<3 Hearts forever! And I hope your year turns out amazing!


[Posted by yukirios on January 3rd, 2016, 12:56 am]

It sucks go through it ... but everything will be fine, time heals!
I love this comic, it is incredible, and it's great to see the progress of your art in it !!
I will always wait to
Happy 2016 !!

*sorry for bad english*


[Posted by mynxyly on January 4th, 2016, 6:09 pm]

aw man that sucks :( shit happens though, i hope you feel better soon! i'm glad you updated. i have to say that you were one of the main authors that got me interested in actually making/checking my smackjeeves account. your comics really inspired me to elucidate my own ideas (bc before they were just nebulous blobs with a few characters sprinkled in) and even though i have not posted and may never post i think they were an important part of my creative development. watching your art develop throughout this comic helps me to remember that things are always changing, usually for the better! like i said before, i hope you feel better because you're a huge inspiration to me. the flow of your comics and their silliness always brighten my day!


[Posted by xenzii107 on January 12th, 2016, 2:31 am]


It was a terrible start to 2016 for you, but Im sure that things are going to get better for you (both of us hopefully) from now on!!




[Posted by clemcat on January 25th, 2016, 7:55 pm]

I am sure that you have know this but I want to say it WE LOVE YOU AND SUPPORT YOU!!! I want to say thank you for making me and so many of us out here SO very happy by sharing your amazing story with us! Thank you for working so hard to make a page for us even on the days when you really didn't feel like it. Thank you for creating a story that touch our hearts and souls. So thank you and know even through difficult times we will support you and love you!

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